You are writing a message
That seemed long overdue
That I would sit here
Waiting for you
As much as you might think
I am not yours
I never was
I stand on my own
You took a break
I would not lie if I told you
Your departure hurt
Cut my deepest fears
My light was burnt
Reminding myself
I shared my love
My fears
My body
My blood
Even my tears
Wasted tears.
To think I sat
Sulked
Waited
Faded
Into this false reality
I stated
That you were good
As I hated
My own response towards you
I thought we connected
On the ground we stood
I realize now
My clouded judgement
Makes me believe in not what I should
You are full of ego
You are careless
A man who does not digest
What is beyond the physical
What is beyond the dress
Distracted with the fake
As I sat here
Real.
Although you could not touch me
You could feel.
Your snake
Could never replicate
Or steal
The feelings I made you feel.
I will state this again
I am real.
And that my dear
Is the deal
From a woman who has healed
So as you disappeared from my life
You gradually disappeared from my mind
Your wasted space
With my wasted grace
Left behind
My aura is full of light
No time for your stride
To run into my life
God is with me
It is only H.I.M I seek
My beauty
My brilliance
My strength
My resilience
God Bless You
Good Riddance
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